Easter, Chocolate, Doctors – WLS Journey is NOT Easy!

Well it Saturday April 24, 2011 where one day away from Easter.   All the chocolate in the store are making me want it.  But I am being brave and not eating any.  I am planning a big Easter dinner at my house on Sunday.  I am making spiral ham, Brussels sprouts (there my favorite) cream corn, and potatoes.

So this week has not been so good Dr Amson office calls on Thursday and needs to move my apt.  But not by a week or a month. A whole two months.  I am so mad and pissed off.  Then I think does it matter if I go in July or September not really it will not move me head any more than I am.

I still wonder how many people are ahead of me.  Every day I say I am NOT going to let it control my life. Then I let it control me.  I let it control the way I think.  What I do.  I always catch my self-saying I am going to this when I am skinny again.  Like go zip lining, all my work went last Sunday I could not go since I passed the weight registration.  I would have been crying and upset if I didn’t call and ask about the weight ahead of time.

I lost 2 more pounds in a month. Should I be proud of myself for it?  I think I should, but I also think I should be losing more weight than I am.

Did anyone read my letter that I got back from the ministry of health?  I think it’s another form letter.  Please do what Ron has asked us to do.  It will help or should help us.  I also encourage everyone to write there MLA and the premier of BC and the health Minster. Also Adrian Dix since he is the leader of the NDP party.

Well this is all I have for today, have fun for the next week.

The Bunny