Unmotivated today…

Hello lovlies!

So today I am off of work (again)…I also have tomorrow off and I was thinking “Hey I’ll get to the gym today”…but I looked outside and it’s raining…so then I thought “hey I’ll do my treadmill today”…but It’s so warm in the house…and then I thought “hey I’ll do some yoga”….but I can’t find my DVD and then it hit me..EXCUSES, EXCUSES, EXCUSES!!!!! I have been feeling so lazy lately and thats just it…LAZINESS!!! I am unhappy at my job, I am homesick like crazy and I dislike the town I am living in(I’m living here for my bf)…so there goes it…down to the root of my unmotivated-ness! I have decided to get mad about it.
I am mad that I can’t just hop on the ferry to go home
I am mad that my bf lives in this shit-town.
I am mad that the job I thought would be awesome has turned out to be horrible…
I am mad that I have to miss my family and friends…
I am mad.
So mad I am going to take it out on the treadmill…So mad that tomorrow I am going to the gym come hell or rain!  So there it is my friends, I am going on that treadmill right now and I am going to kick ass!!!!!!!!
On another note..there is exactly 36 days left until I am done my job!! woo hoo!! And then only  47 more days until surgery!! Yep…I am one excited girlie.
okay I am going to go now and run off some of this pent up anger!!
toodles!
xoxo.

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